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i'm over my crush now....
wow... and I realized that I could never see him as more than just a friend or brother. I only love him as a brother.... yep....
I thought... just because he was sweet and nice that I could actually fall for someone like that.... he's great and all and I love him but I only see him as a brother. that's the kind of love I feel for him.
in other cases.... nothing really happened at school today....
um... my friend who obessed with my other friend what talking about my other friend so yah... >.<
and i spent quality time with my best friend HON MO!
ummmm.... I have a boyfriend now, journal! and well... he was my old one from a while back. Yep... it's darkest_wolf well.... now he's bloodie_wolf ^_^
I had to break up with him before.... yep.... I said it.... had. My mother made me break up with him. I think she hates me or something! doesn't want me to be happy or anything.
it sucks.... yes it does but I'm back together with him ^_^
he's so nice and charming and sweet... and adorable of course...
I was crying when I broke up with him.... like right after I broke up with him... that's when I was crying. and then I went over to talk to my best friend... and then she comforted me.
yah... I was in deep depression for a while. of course i didn't want to break up with him... I love him with all my heart and still do. He makes me happy and smile in he own little goofy ways. if only i could just hug him... or hold him... or kiss him... and let him know face to face how much I care. I miss him alot right now I can only talk to him on the weekends... free minutes ^-^....
he means alot to me and if I ever lose him again... well... I won't cry... that's for sure... I want to be strong about it and tell myself... "you know what.... it just wasn't meant to be... so it's alright"
i could tell myself that and somewhat mean it sweatdrop
all i know is that if I ever lose him.... yah.... just know what while no one is around, I'm gonna be an emotional wreck >.<
I ish going to go now.... i have to get home... bye
 Mari Lambo · Wed Oct 11, 2006 @ 10:35pm · 0 Comments |
