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Yeah, I'm very emo right now -_-; I don't know what I can do, i'm so lost. My boyfriend might be moving far away from me... even after he said he'd come live with me -_-;; He's the only person I can be around without getting in this mood. Okay... well... besides that issue I hate living with my mom. Everything is so stressful.. I just want to leave. It feels like everything I do is just going to end up in faliure, I try looking for a job, nobody calls me back. I look harder and harder every time I go look. Nothing. God I feel like s**t right now, like running into a wall. My eyes keep watering and I can't let them fall. I know my life isn't as bad as a lot of other people, but i'm living this one, and it sucks right now. I'm broke, I've got no job, I have a mother that seems to only care about her poker, her boyfriend who obviously hates me for some reason or another, my sister.. Meh, you know how sisters/brothers can be... (maybe?) I can't type anything else, I'm starting to cry again ><

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