Well..I have to have another Biopsy On my thyroid Gland (not really a lump, but a part of the gland thats stopped working and has enlarged). The First one was back in June, But They didnt get enough Tissue to find out it is, so they have to do it all again. Today I had an appointment....(Though My mother made it for me covertly) And i thought I was going to have it done today. I wasnt looking forward to it. Last Night I couldnt sleep, Just thinking about it made me paninc and i couldnt stop shaking..i ended up crying myself to sleep. and when i woke up, it was 11am. and the appointment was for 11:30. so i had no time to prepare myself. I couldnt even walk into the building without freaking out...i was just shaking and had a cold sweat...It was only when the doctor came in, and he said i was only having a scan today that i calmed down somewhat.. my mother failed to tell me that it was only a scan. Anyways...It turned out it was more of an ultrasound than a scan...so i freaked out anyway. Because thats what they did last time, did an ultrasound to guide the needle. So yea, it took about 30mins for the 'scan' and i couldnt stop thinking about the needle, the feeling of it. by the end of it I was about to pass out. So now I dont only hate needles..I hate Scans too. And I'll never forget the sound of that damn ultrasound. But yea. The Biopsy Will be next week...something to look forward to. If i freaked out like this, just for an ultrasound..the real thing will be so much worse.
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Psst...Hey Teru...Wanna Go Start Some Fires?
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Psst...Hey Teru...Wanna Go Start Some Fires?
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