So I've figured it out.
The stress is making me sicker and sicker. Things in my life are slowly coming together, but the added stress is only making my health suffer. I'm almost 100% sure that I failed my math midterm. The point structure only allows for little stretching room, and since I lost 5 points on my homework I only have a 3 point margin for passing (if I get a 50 on both the midterm and final). I'm pretty sure I got below that since the teacher negelected to tell us that the long hand part of the test was going to be worth a good portion of the grade.
So to make that short - I'm dropping the class instead of risking failing a second time. I have a lot of things I need to square away before I go insane. I'm awfully close to getting my license now, which makes me happy. I just need to spend more time looking at cars, and plotting out how I save/spend my money. I can make anywhere from 800-1,000 a month, soon to be more. I can spare at least 300 a month for car insurance and payment. Thankfully my dad will be paying half the car payment, and knowing us we'll be paying more than the given amount per month. My credit card bills will prolly end up being 60 a month total, I usually pay three times as much back instead of 10 dollars a month.
Money isn't really an issue at the moment, thankfully. Its just my random purchasing thats prolly gonna kill me.
Jaw is still ******** up, however it does unlock in the mornings mainly because my muscles are relaxed. I've got to reduce my stress, which is a near impossible thing to do right now. I'm always working, and studying its very hard to just let go and relax. Maybe I'll be put on muscle relaxers, or sedatives. I'm already on 800MG Ibuprofen pills (I take about 2400 MG a day) and a uber antibiotic to reduce swelling in my jaw. I'm just worried that its a bigger problem, and TMJ isn't covered under most Dental or Medical plans.
Things will work out, I hope
I just need to relax. Goin' to the beach sounds like fun today...maybe I can convince Tiffany that beach is fun. Shouldn't be that hard considering we're both insane and like running around in the cold a lot. ...Anything to get rid of stress. *gnaw*
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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
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