On thursday My ex.fiancee had dissapeared.. With no trase, taking no clothes, smokes, or money.... Well yesterday he called his grandmother saying he was in another city, accross the state....
I was thinking about getting back with him, and well not hes gone....... Hasnt called me and I'm terrified I lost my chance to get back with him... I love him so much, and I totally screwed it all up.
I have no idea why hes there, or if hes ever comming back...
I dunno what I'd do if I never see him again... I love him to much... and I'm afraid that he might have found or find someone else... I'm so scared...
Someone help me I'm almost to the point where I'll feel that y only way out of all this will be to die..
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~~*~~ Thoughts and dreams by MegN ~~*~~
hey I'm MegN. This is my journal, where I'll put how i feel, whats happening, poetry, short stories, and anything else i might feel like writing. so enjoy.
hugs to you all,
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