Right now, I'm kinda in between annoyed and relieved. Trying to be nonchalant.
There's someone who keeps on trying to be a friend but I really don't see myself being as one. He dreams to be someone or rather be the reason for me to smile. I took time to know him but then found something he believes in that I actually loath of knowing. Then he starts becoming a bit more persistent on trying to get to know me when I really don't want him to.
All these are just online... he reads my journal.. keeps on sending 'smiles' in my friendster. These things doesn't make me 'warm-up' to a person. Sending "quotes"? I may be romantic but that's not really romantic to me. Quotes are usually made for someone else. Copying those isn't really as romantic as it should be... for my point of view anyway.
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"Bonfires burning bright, pumpkin faces in the night. I remember halloween, dead cats hanging from poles, little dead are out in droves. I remember halloween, brown leaved vertigo where skeletal life is known. I remember halloween this day anything goes..."
The Misfits Halloween