Today is the day for a new beginning, a new life, a better life for me and a better future with Steven. I've finally found the strength to let go of the past and put all of the pain and sorrow behind me and only look towards the future.
I bought a new car today and I'm so happy that I squeal everytime I look at it. It signifies my moving on and bettering myself and allowing myself to grow.
Tonight I cleanse myself of the negativity from my past in order to help me forget what has happened and remember only what I have now and waht I have to look forward to....
It is a bittersweet day because today would be the day that I leave someone I onde held dear in the past and travel a different path. I may not need to do so, but I am not strong enough to move on with my life without doing so.
It is also tonight that a very good friend of mine will perform a ritual to strengthen the bond between Steven and I because I know that he is the man that I choose to be with....forever more.....
Sweetness_21 · Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 07:04pm · 0 Comments |