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Have you ever wondered what life would be like without you?
Wondered who would be better off?
Wondered who would be worse?
Have you ever wondered what would have happened had you taken that leap in love?
Wondered where you would have been?
Wondered what would have been different?
Have you ever wondered what it would be like if you could just smile without a reason to smile?
To just be able to cry because you needed a good cry?
Have you ever wondered why we feel?
Why we love? Why we hate? Why we feel sad, happy, jealous....
Have you ever just asked yourself "What if....?"
What if I hadn't done that? Hadn't said that? Hadn't hurt that person...
What if I had been loving? Had been caring? Respectful?
What if I had let myself love you?
What if you had loved me in return?
What if we had never met?
Would you have been happier? Sadder?
What if I realized....that you were my shining star?