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This is my first journal on gaia, as the title of my headline says "life is what you make of it... "

In recent weeks i have decovered some disturbing news in regarding to my health, I am not daying nor do i plan on doing so any time in the near future. I have a tumer, it is not life threating but it has been messing up my bodies cemicial and hormonal balances.. I may be having surgery to have it removed and there in lies the problem..... The tumer is on my patuitary gland and i am unsure if i like the idea of having a doctor knock me out and messing around in my head. To tell you the honest truth it flat out scares me.
But im not letting my fear of what could happen detroy my everyday life, though i might be scared and unsure of what will happen next im doing my best not to dwell on it overmuch. As the title says life is what you make of it..I have two choices really i could make my life a living hell for myself if i thought about all the what if's or i can do my best not to dwell on them to much and live my life to the fullest even if at times i am truly scared about what might happen next..because being scared if a part of life... but its how you deal with your fear, that helps to make you who you are inside