Today is a sad day i just talked to my best friend and hes going to leave gaia cuz of me , im crying right now it really hurts to hear its my fault that hes going to leave i dont want him to leave cuz of me or anybody i really like him hes kind sometimes but today he was really upset cuz i said i didnt trust him i didn want to tell him why i was feelling pain and why ,my heart feels so much pain today its a bad day ,my friend is leaving cuz of me, i cant see my bf hes to busy with school on the days and nights so i wont be with him as long as i use to, my body is in pain, im having such a cruel day im sad im terrible sad i need something someone right now to hugg to embrace im crying so much my eyes are burning red my heart feels weak i feel like this pain is going on and on i feel like terring out and stabbing it i dont want to feel so much saddness im so sad its hard to explain how much pain physically and mentally im feeling now
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