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I love him...
I know I do.

However, I think.

More than I should sometimes. And I worry.

It has happened again...

Once again I've gone and fallen head over heals for someone.

I love him. Honestly and unconditionally.

However, I am concerned that I will be unable to trust him. It is not him purse’, but rather his gender. Oh, that sounded incredibly sexist, but I'm afraid it can not be helped. . .

I was betrayed by someone I thought I loved before, and unfortunately I do not believe that wound has yet to mend.

God, I do not wish to sabotage what I have with him... but I just can't help but wonder if he will be the same... or will he be completely different?

When he says he loves me, does he really mean it?

Or is it something he says out of obligation?

Is it a fools hope to place one's faith in someone you haven't met in person?

Is it even possible to fall for someone simply based off of their written word?

So many unanswered questions and doubts... and yet I've given my trust unto him.

Will he use it against me, as others have... or will something actually come of this?






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flowerchild_dreamer
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commentCommented on: Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 09:32pm
I am sure everything will work out wink ..remember this is me saying this..and I know everthing blaugh If you like him then you should go for it..you know life is too short to be worrying about the possibility of Mr. Right..why not settle for Mr. Perfect? 4laugh Who wants to be alone their entire life anyway?
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 24, 2006 @ 01:01am
Hmm... so that way we're not surrounded by millions of kitties. rofl



Winterwolf88
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commentCommented on: Mon Mar 26, 2007 @ 03:57am
i kno exactly how u feel. i'm going through the same thing.


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