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you dont know who i am
yet you say that you love me
i find it hard to believe
that you feel in love
with a complete stranger.

we are to different people
and completly different lives.
i've never seen you in my life
but you make it seem like
we've known each other
for years.

i wish i could say
so many things to you
but i am stuck in this place
where i really cant trust
that much people.
im sorry.

chorus:
im bleeding and screaming
but no one can hear or see me.

she thinks she knows
everything but she doesnt even
know that her boyfriend is cheating
on her.

when she finds out
she'll try to kill herself
her life is precious
to those who love her
but all she cares about
is being the girlfriend
of the football teams captain.

chorus:
we are bleeding and screaming
no one can hear or see us.

everyone knows that
he's the smartest kid in school
and they think that he has
the perfect house, family, life
and they also know that he's rich.

what they dont know is that
he is planning to kill himself.
he has been planning this suicide
scince he was thirteen.
he cant stand it much longer.
before they know it he wont be there.

chorus:
they are bleeding and screaming
but know hears or sees them.

everyone who thinks they know me
don't know me at all.
they think my life is perfect
but it isnt.

i am the one who has been
dieing on the floor.
i've been beaten up,
my parents are divorced,
my life is falling apart,
and my wrists are bleeding.

even the rush inside will take over
me and i will be gone before
you know it.

chorus:
we are the ones bleeding and screaming
but you cant hear or see us
because you have never cared.

the best friend of the girl
who is prom queen is the
most popular girl in the school.
they say she is most popular
because she is smart and pretty.

the only thing they dont know
about her is that she is only
pretty because the makeup
that she wears is to cover up all
of the bruises from the beatings.

know try to tell us that we have
the perfect llives.
we are the ones
that you think are perfect.
what do you think f us now?




to those who murdered me: look at what you have lost today. there is no way you will ever win me back. you have showed me that i cant trust people tike you. i would stand up and you would push me down. i would get back up and you would push me down again. you dont know what it is like to be stabbed in the back over and over again by someone you thought that you could trust.