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In the mirror what i see.
is a lonely girl that wants to flee.
She's always lost in thought
she wants a relationship with God to be brought.
She denies that she is a hypocrite
but in real life she truly throws a fit.
Her liner is smudged by worries.
Wishing to be cold by flurries.
She loved the cold because it makes her feel warm.
The other ones feel like an annoying swarm.
the bags under her eyes are from sadness
of worries of family and social madness.
She has many short hairs from the yanking
all her life she felt she was sinking
then this year all was mixed up.
When boys liked her, and she got a pup.
she thinks she's pretty sometimes, but truly hates,
how things happen to her and feel unfair with fates.
She doesn't want to believe in fate or destiny.
but she knows and understands the trinity.
all this girl wants is to understand and be understood.

cry