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Sorry I haven't written for a couple days, but I've been super busy. Thanksgiving went well, and I've just been hanging out lately, so evern though I say I've been busy, it's not like I've been doing stuff. My parents only let me have an hour online every day, and I've ben doing other stuff!! I finally got some Pampered Chef orders for our yearbook, which is really good, because I didn't want to be the only person who failed to raise money for the yearbook!! So, lately, I've been wondering why life has to be so complicated. It seems like I'm always worrying about something. Did I get my school done, did I get a good grade, am I ready for my flute lesson, are my friends mad at me, what did I botch up this time? I seem to be confused a lot of the time, about what I'm supposed to do, or say, to keep people from being mad at me, and I'm really sick of be depressed by all that. And then I get anoyed at myself for being so stupid, because I can't make everyone happy, it's impossible, so why should I even try? And all of this just keeps going around in a circle of comfusiond and anoyance, and depression. But as I was thinking about it last night, I reilised that all this is just to show me something. Life is too confusing for me to get through on my own, I deprately need God to guide me throught the maze. And He gave me wonderfull friends and family to help. All the things in my life that confuse me are there to point me to Him, which rocks. I feel like I have so many problems, but when I think about it, with Gad in the picture, I reilise that my life is awesome, and if I do have any problems, they can be solved if I just give everything to God, and let Him take care of it, and that's what He wants me to do! Isn't that awesome?! biggrin