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stressed dont u ever feel like no matter what u do its completely useless? stressed well thats the story of my life. i swear i was sposed to have fun today and go to a heat game but i couldnt scream i forgot my shoes which was fine cuz i can deal with whatever shoes but i forgot my damn jeans gonk i worked in the really dirty areas today so i had manure and bird caca all over my work pants stare hey i dont mind it but not to go to a public place where ppl can see or smell stressed i was so pissed and to make matters worse my ex and my bro gave me s**t about it scream i wanted to kill them stare they think id much rather be at home doing nuthing instead of having fun watching the nba champs play tonight eek what a bunch of morons talk2hand im so upset and i dont even wanna do anything. im hating life and who i am as a person and i dont like being depressed crying i wanna be able to say thresher is my bf and that i love him to the world but i cant stressed it makes me so mad that i cant do what i wanna do. i cant say all the things i wanna say and i can live the way i wanna live stare its like i have no choices and like im living in a communist country eek i feel like my words would be lost in an endless vacuum even if i were to get them out bc no one takes the time or cares to listen stressed its frustrating that my financial situation continues to worsen and my emotional status continues to slide towards the brink of insanity sweatdrop ya well i should be in an insane asylum or sumthing. maybe i should write down all my dark feelings like i used to. it sounds depressing but its very deep and very poe-ish emo anyhows thanks thresh for being there for me. i truly love u from the bottom of my sorrow-filled heart sad if i had anything to smile about, its bc i kno u love me and that u will always be there for me no matter what 3nodding
...princess going thru a mid-20's crisis and dealing with it....
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 princess peachey · Tue Nov 28, 2006 @ 01:42am · 0 Comments |
