damn i cant be with the girl i feel in love with shes all i have to live for ,she doesnt have feellings like i do. we had a talk she told me how much she love this guy and how much shell love him, this broke my heart to hear her say how much she loves someone else and doesn feel the same as well........its my faolt to ever feel love its hurt now so much that i promised her that i would back off and just be friends.......i wish i could take it back i would fight the world even the guy she says she loves just to be make her feel the same like i do......but i still have some what of hope in me that maybe she doesnt love him as much as she said she did, i hope one dayshe look upon me and feel the same ways as i do, shes my friend for now , i hope we can become more than that........i love her sooo much i thought know body could stop me from loving her but i was wrong she was the only one who can.
my heart aches for now, i hope this passes away, i dont want to feel love for another girl, ill just keep the great things of just being by her side even if its just being a friend.
Loves ,Hyde
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