My Suicide Note.
A Poem. Leading to Death.
Once again, I would like to say Im Sorry For this.
I believed that I was actually once, his.
The deception, the pain, more for me to gain.
I wish I could fix this all, but it shall be impossible.
Stop, Yes I was right, my death, applaudable.
"I Love You." 3 words, I wish they were true.
Am I loved? No. Unloved is what I am.
All the faking, the pretending to care, it was all a scam.
I have been fooled, tricked, laughed at, and hit,
beaten, ill, sobbing, hurting, crying, thats not it.
A 2 syllable word will make it possible for it all to stop.
1 word to make it all go away.
Goodbye.
That word can bring smiles.
joy, love, and celebration of my death,
the one man on earth i wont forget.
one man. thats all.
im in love with one man, and only this man,
he says he loves me, and no one else can.
its not true. its not what i believe.
all the false information from everyone i am to believe.
Goodbye, I say.
Permenantly gone the very next day.
This note i leave, on the table,
forever you will smile,
just in a little while.
1 word, 1 little word.
1 word to complete my death.
never again, bothering you, saying hi,
now i will say this once....
Goodbye...
Hello Sushi Community Member 
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