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I can't keep up this facade any more, this bull s**t. ******** it I don't want to be in history anymore than i want to live in shippensburg. I want to be an artist, i want to create. All this crap about wanting to work in a museum is bull s**t. honestly can any of you see me doing work like that? I mean yeah i like it and it's an intrest of mine. but it's not my calling. theater, shakespear, comedy, tech these are my callings. In short I'm considering dropping out of school and moving to Cali to live with my aunt. If I could get a foot hold in a small touring theater company out there or even a stage hand at a studio god i'd love it. they pay can be shitty but I'd rather have a moderate pay and have a job i enjoy than be stuck in something im not cut out for. With a history major your stuck teachin or being a park ranger for a battle feild and neither seem like something i honestly could do or would want to. it's time i stop lieing to my self and the world. to quote the decemberists "I was ment for the stage."