cry
I have a wonderful boyfriend which I love with all my heart
But lately it looks like If i were losing him
Maybe I´m wrong or maybe not but it hurts alot
I have 5 months with him and had been the best 5 months of my life.
I love him to the point that I´m saving money to go and visit him.
I wished I could be his X-mas present but its not possible my family
choice was to mess my plan and send me to argentina (south america).
Now I have to wait again, and save more money to see him unless
My family choose to go next year to cali so I will be able to see him.
I really love him, he is my everything and I could never betray him.
He knows I like to RP just like him. but I would be honest sometimes I get jealous
Because he spend more time RP than talking to me.
But when I call him to his cellphone when I can, he shows me how much he loves me and how much he care of me.
I would never change him.
But I dont want to lose him either.
I know I would have to be strong if I lose him...
But I dont want to think about losing him...
I only want a lil more of attention from him...thats all....
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