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So things are looking up a bit ... Got a new job on campus ... Prepping files and junk. I like it a lot. It pays more, too.

My dad wants me to live on campus, but I will only do it on the condition that he finds a temporary home for my cat ... I can't give up my cat. No way, no how.

I'm staying with him for Christmas.

Yes, I have Christmas off. Wonderful.

I had my first final of the semester today and that went well, I believe. We'll see.

I have another one tomorrow, plus work. smile

I need to bring my lunch or something.

I love office jobs. Free coffee. Lovely. xD

Tonight, Felipe's coming over for a movie and I believe he's spending the night.

He recently found out about the whole thing with Randy even though I'd ended it and has come to conclusion that he doesn't love me anymore ... which is sad, because I know I love him, still ... even if I make mistakes sometimes.

But he still wants to try ...

For those of you just tuning in or who just don't know, I had a weird emotional affair/flirtation going on for 3 weeks and I realized what was happening and put a stop to it ... and it's over and done with. But Felipe is mad because of the secrecy.

I understand though. I really do. What I don't understand is why he continues to see me when he's sure he doesn't love me anymore. (And I think this has happened before ... I may have to look through old journal entries ... history is always repeating itself.) He says it might come back ... but I won't wait around forever.

Feeling: cold