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i love to hate people.....especially guys. I cant control brain, the impulse is a little easier to handle with when i have my brother. My brother left for college and ive been restless to fight some one since....None of my current friends want to fight me and it makes me sad. Im not a "froofroo" person as Jibari puts, im an angry person who is easily frustrated. I get so mad at everyone(especially at my bestfriends in rl) but i dont ever tell them and i just keep it to myself mostly. I feel like a horrible Catholic alot.....but i never want to get rid of my religion....I do love my fayeda though, i dont know why.....shes my crazy cambodian. she doesnt even have big boobs and i love her. oh well