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Everyone always wants to know what after life. Well no duh, Death. But how is death like? People all over have had outter body expriences but thats not death. Where does our 'soul' go and or do we even have one? I'm more afraid to find out which is better, life or death. But i think i've been close enough To death that i can say both lving and dieing seem like hell. When i was little my sister used to try and kill me. It stoped 3-4 years ago. But everytime i seemed to get myselft outta deaths weak grip. I dont say it was god or jesus that helped me. It was my own will to want to live, know what happens next in my chapter. I've gotten really sick. Attacked by dogs, Skid down asfualt road hills, drowned partly, almost passed out to not waking up. I've felt a room pluseate and almost pass out from it. Pretty weird s**t in 14-16 years. Some of you whos reading this most likely thinks im lieng. Well think again. When it comes to things like this i do not lie. People dont believe me, and its not my fualt. The people who have been there when things have happened are still bafilled about how and what happened.
But since i turned 16 i've been having nitemares again. Not no little kids dreams about monsters a witches. I mean about war, death, sickness, broken hearts. Things like that. And they're real detailed. I try to forget them but i have random falshes about the dreams in mid-day and it quite scary. People think it would be awesome to see things like that. Dreams, paranormal. It is at times, When its good thing. But not all the time they are good. And some are nitemares.

Why did i type this? i dont know. Just bored and it was on my chest , had to get it off.