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ok....so a lot has happened since last weekend....yall know i went to the concert and got drunk the next night yadda yadda.....sunday night (i believe) Ashley broke up with me.....gave a valid reason....she needed more time with her son....that i can see and i was ok with it....sure i was a little clingy but who isnt to the one they love....but yea....today i went hunting for a job thinking i could help her out since her ex wasnt much.....i kinda decided on my way there that it wasnt just for her but a start for me too....i shouldnt let someone be the only reason in my life that i want to be successful...so yea....i filled out 2 apps and was doing pretty well for myself on my way home....i decided a few things....you can never really be completely over someone you love....its just not possible....wether directly or indirectly theyll affect your life....either for better or worse....theyre still there....you CAN however....move on....find something else not just to occupy time but to make use of the time....people say time heals all wounds but thats a lie....its what you do with the time that makes everything worthwhile....find worthwhile people to spend the time with and the time becomes worthwhile....in the end....everything happens for a reason....wether you can find a better mate....better friends....where your life takes you is where you lead it too....look at what you're going towards and decide if that's really what you want...