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Hm, I think I'm suffering from holiday depression. That's a real thing you know, it's when people get depressed around the holidays and stuff. I don't remeber why though. I'm really not that fond of Christmas, all the presents I get break or suck. And my mom doesn't buy me very much stuff. I know I must sound terrible, when there's little children in China (how I despise that country evil ) and here I am complaining about how my Christmas sucks. Wow. Now I feel really bad, I'm horrible at cheering my self up. Oh yeah, guess what? I got my ipod back today (it has been breaking and been broken for months and it didn't work for the month up to when I sent it in to get fixed) and I had for 2 hours and it broke. 2 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Those (I really want to put a cuss word here but I don't want to offend anyone so ya'll peeps can use your imagination) didn't fix it!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHHH!!! I was so pissed, it was crazy. scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream That was about as pisseed as I was. I love my music and my computer's sound doesn't work and my brother and mom are all butt's and don't let me listen too it cause there selfest butts. (I'm ranting right now and am angry and want to scream and this is my only outlet so sorry for anyone who actually reads it, which I doubt any does any way) So I have no music to realive my stess, and my book I was reading was at my dad's cause he didn't bring my stupid bag back so I couldn't do anything but sit on my bed and cry (I know that must be pretty sad, to cry over a stupid ipod and that I must be some spoiled b***h, but it was more than that. I worked my a** off to get that stupid thing fixed and they didn't even fix it. I got so stressed out over getting in to the stupid people to fix it and they can't even fix it. I'm not that much of a spoiled b***h) So I'm rather sad now at the moment. And everything is going all wrong. Life sucks, I'm depressed and turning emo ( emo ) and I'm probally going to fail and I don't care and my mom will yell at me and that will be bad and I'll have to go to summer school and I wont get a car and probally will have to pay for it myself. Ah, there's too much stuff to put in this, but there's also so much other stuff. *sigh* well for anyone who actually read all this thanks for your time, and those you didn't, well I have no idea why I'm writing to you, your not reading it any way. sad