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I'm so suprised on who I started to talk to today. His name is Branden, and he was/is one of my best friends. We met in middle school, and I guess we both had crushes on eachother, but I moved. i lost contact with him, and It makes me a little sad. I miss him alot, and sometimes I just wish, i could go abck in time, and have stayed in Kentucky. Maybe I wouldn't be so messed up.

My life started to go down when we moved here to Colorado. When I look at a little me, and wonder what happened to her. I look, and don't see any traces of her when I look in a mirror. Its like she died. She died, leaving behind everything she held close. What can i do for her? Nothing. Becuase its like she's dead.