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	Thrown Out! Umm...Just a journal to tell you all what's going on...if you care.

	Life. Sucks.
	Life. Sucks.


Alrighty...Life sucks. Royally. With great vigor. My Grandma has been in the hospital more than at home the past couple of years, and it's now official. Today was her last day of dialysis. In about ten days, she should be dead. She's been one of the biggest mainstays in my childhood, and it's hard to remember a time in my life without her. There's been many times where my family would have had it harder than we have if it wasn't for her and my Grandpa. And...it's hard to imagine life without her. But she's already GONE in a sense. The woman lying in the bed at the rehab home is NOT my Grandma. Her soul is already gone. But her body is still going, though she's far away already. And I broke up with my boyfriend. I love him dearly still...but it's as a brother and not a lover. Also doesn't help that most of my 'little crushes' now are gals. Fairly 'masculine' gals, but gals none the less. So, my life is a bit hectic. But there's good news. I'm getting back into the Running Start program this Winter Quarter at TCC, so hopefully I can graduate high school by the end of March, so I can start at Art Institute of Seattle. I REALLY want to start there soon, but I need this high school diploma. And if I manage this, my Mom and I will be going to the same school; different degrees, but the same school none the less. I'm planning on doing either a double major in Graphic Design and Animation, or a major in Graphic Design with a minor in Animation. I'm finally getting my life put back together, and my Grandma won't be around to see it... But I'll find a way for her to see what I've done. I ALWAYS find a way, eventually. Das Tor · Thu Dec 21, 2006 @ 06:32am · 0 Comments


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