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Was haveing a good day gues who gave me a box of chocolates for x-mas INDY LOL redface yeah i got a bunch of candy today and i goofed off me and emily didnt talk at all and the only time we actually looked at each other was when we were passing in the hall to go home. ok so i git home do all of my cleaning then i take a nap wake up and wrap mums present. im milling around so i call jamie and git on the internet ... emilys on ... i dont say anything to her here ill just put the whole conversation so you can understand how angry i was

Emily : djakdnkmnlkfnlsmfklsd

TRanslation : im sorry for everything

Me: MM k i wish i had a tuna sandwhich oh and check out my thing on bebo your in it

Emily : but as i thought it doesnt matter to you does it? you only care about your self



well i cant type the rest but we got into an argument and im liek all i needed was an apology and then were cool and we talked and then shes like you may forget about it but i wont ... why? nothing happened and we didnt hurt each others feelings to the point that we cant talk to each other again ... but im hurt just cause you are doesnt mean im not? WHY? because i heard that you were talking about me and that you backstabbed me .... ( then i blew off the handle) and i started saying stuff like okay yeah lets go with that ... I LIED ABOUT EVERYTHING ARE FRIENDSHIP DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING TO ME ECT ECT and she dint say a word heres the last bit of our conversation

I <3 Ramen <- thats me said:
and the funny thing is that Best Friends Forever ... can never really come true .. yeah thats also a lie ...
I <3 Ramen said:
BFF just ment nothing to me
I <3 Ramen said:
when my mom askes whos my best friend i say emily and we bust up laughing
I <3 Ramen said:
right sure
I <3 Ramen said:
uh huh
I <3 Ramen said:
the one person i hope we can be old ladys and walking around the park yelling out random things .. the one person i talked to about what were gonna treat are kids like
I <3 Ramen said:
the one person ill cheer for till i die because shes my best friend ...
I <3 Ramen said:
yeah
I <3 Ramen said:
i backstabbed her and lied to her ... and now are friendship means NOTHING TO HER BECAUSE SHE LISTEND TO SOME s**t THAT OTHER PEOPLE WERE TALKING AND SHE DOESNT TRUST ME ENOUGH TO BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING BOUT HER!!!!!! YEAH I LIED TO THAT PERSON!!! AND I BACKSTABBED HYER
I <3 Ramen said:
and the funner thing is The REAL LIE IS THAT I LIED AND BACKSTABBED HER!!!


oh im mad and im shakeing and URHGHGHG DAMNIT WHY DOES IS EVRYTHING ID DO NOT GOOD ENOUGH THEN YOU NO WHAT REALLY HURTS ME IS THE FACT THAT SHE SAID WHEN SHE ASKED ME THAT I LIED AND SHE CAN TELL BULL CRAP!!! ITS ALL bULL CRAP JUST PLAIN OLD CRAP IM SO ANGRY I CANT SEE STRAIT .. SHE YELLS AT ME FOR NOTHING THEN BELIEVES s**t THAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE SAYING AND ERUGUHG NOW HER STATUS SAYS .. wtf kind of a friend is that they wont let you say goodbye .. SO FINE SAY GOODBYE TO ME FINE .. JUST KNOW THAT WHEN YOU GROW UP I DONT WANNA HEAR THE WORDS " she gave up on me" BECAUSE THATS A LIE RIGHT THERE I DIDNT GIVE UP ON YOU YOU GAVE UP ON Me!!!!!! OOOH IM PISSED ... *takes a deep breathe* DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ... urgh my insides feel all torn up and i wanna scream till i cant breathe .. I CAN NEVER DO ANYTHING THATS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE IM JUST LITTLE HILARIE A LOSER FOR LIFE WHO --- UFDHGFMNSDM,NDVG,MDGNJLKMFVGKLMKMDVGM FD,M X C .. urgh listen im gonna blow im gunno go out .. so leave a comment if you want .. because i might as well go shoot myself in the head RIGHT NOW JUST BAM THEN SHE WOULDNT HAFTA HAVE SECOND THOUGHTS ON IF IM BEING LOYAL OR NOT ..!!! THEN SHE CAN GO FIND A BETTER FRIEND THEN ME BECAUSE APPARENTLY IM THE WORST FRIEND IN THE ENTRIE WORLD WHO BACKSTABS MY FRIENDS AND IS A LIAR!!!