Alone I sit attempting to understand Why I do not feel the eyes are watching me They used to taunt me As everyone saw Who I am and what I used to be Now I see They have no time for me Going on with their daily lives leaving out the time They used to spend with me Used to think of me Now when they hear my name They groan in detest And wish I were dead Love has faded in your heart for me I'm no longer heard When others give expressions and gifts of joy I'm left out in the cold Forced to look in the other side of the glass Repeating silent prayers for love Repeating the pain I endured Repeating your words of Torture Wishing I could take it all away But I stay strong hoping I can get my life back one day Nothing but hurt in those weeks which seem like years I cry these silent tears But I still trudge on My head held low and my feet dragging on the pavement But I still stand tall As others look down upon me when they sit upon their thrones But I still write on No one beckons me to their side No one calls me in the middle of the night No one cares to respond to my plee But I still call on But I still weep silently But I still continue my pointless life Until everyone decides to ride of my body For they do not need me Now they groan in detest And now I am dead
todeadtotype · Fri Dec 22, 2006 @ 11:03pm · 7 Comments |