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the truth about me i thought about it and i now know how i want to live my life...in a grave rotting in to the ground burning in the hell fire of abyss.....i hate liveing...no one cares for me so thay wont miss me if i foo my self with a gun in the back of my heaf or make my self blead to death or pur gun in mouth and blow the top of my head clean off...thay wont care so i am better off dead......no one loves me....i never had any oone love me my whole life....i dont think any one will ever love me...love is dead in my world......i have to put up with it every where i go....some one is eather kissing, makeing out, huging, loveing, holding hands, walking to geather,...or more things....ont one of thoes has happend to me my whole life....i am empty and blank....and just have a pathetic life so i am better off dead.....i only have 2 frinds in my nobor hood and thay enjoy de presing me all the time.......... i am loesing my art skills...my grades are sliping....i just want to drop dead...not live any more...no one would miss me.....and burn......no one cares........ so where do i see my self from now to 20 years? dead, decaped, in a grave, on the floor dead, buring in hell.....so in other words....i dont want to live things just keep getting worse.... i dont think any one can save me now....................... i am just so loney...and other things are happening to me i dont want to talk about...... now you know more about me..............

Posted by: Zerox466 Sun Dec 24, 2006 @ 05:39am

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lady_inuyasha_sama
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Commented on: Mon Dec 25, 2006 @ 03:51am


	stop sayin stuff like that!

Commented on: Fri Dec 29, 2006 @ 12:50am


	don't talk like that. crying crying crying crying crying crying crying i know hinata, sama, and me would all miss you soooooooooooo much. gonk gonk gonk There are people that care about you! Believe it! heart Kate heart

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[Sakura...Haruno] ^^
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Commented on: Fri Dec 29, 2006 @ 01:25am


	ur weird

Commented on: Fri Dec 29, 2006 @ 02:59am


	stare ...o thx henata that makes me feel a whole lot better!!!!

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Commented on: Fri Dec 29, 2006 @ 06:45am


	don't listen to hinata..if anyone weird she is....

Commented on: Fri Dec 29, 2006 @ 05:47pm


	chris.......dude you are a douche bag sometimes you knowthat you just got out of rehab and you are all ready being emo

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Commented on: Sat Dec 30, 2006 @ 09:34pm


	Trust me hinata is weird................ She carrys a binder to like every class.

Commented on: Tue Jan 02, 2007 @ 07:28am


	to be honest I love my binder ^^; it's my friend...and ur just jellin' b/c u can't name a binder Bob! yes I named it I'm weird ^^ I admit it ^^; but I'm proud that I'm a weird kid ^^; and kaitlyn I weighed my binder and it got 7 pounds heavier, it was 15 pounds now it's 22 pounds ^^; and it's only drawing stuff too blaugh

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Commented on: Sun Jan 07, 2007 @ 02:21pm


	dont forget when I sleep over at ur house to kaitlyn xd

Commented on: Thu Mar 15, 2007 @ 02:52am


	stupid emo..........get over yourself chris (I am using the librarys comp) you are just doing this for attention.... stare you want people to feel sorry for you.......and frankly you made alot of people pity you....except me...........

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Commented on: Mon Mar 26, 2007 @ 07:27am


	stare shut the ****** up zach 1. if i wanted attention would i be anti-sosail 2. if i did want atention i would say it to them and 3......i can kick your a real easy like that ont time you threw your scate board at me...just be lucky i can control my anger....kind of stressed

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 07:15pm


	REHAB!!!!!!!!!! U WENT TO ******** REHAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Commented on: Sat Aug 04, 2007 @ 05:04am


	gonk shut up

Commented on: Sun Nov 11, 2007 @ 06:08am


	Don't Listen to Zach...Or Hope xD Dude! Nobody wants you to get hurt! Only freakin' idiots don't care about you dude! Who cares if you were at Rehab that doesn't change you! And....If Zach threw a skateboard at me I would...Well Here's what I would do xD (The Bouncy ball is the skateboard, Me and Chris ((My Brother)) Are the guys spazzing xD

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