Alright, so see, my dad died three years ago. Than this last May my mom just about died from a car accident. Than she ends up getting married this past August. Well, to begin with things are not that great between my mom and I due to the fact I married someone she didn't approve of nor likes. Basically she made our lives pure heck for awhile. Although for the past year she's been trying to make amends, although my hubby can't stand her and wants us to have nothing to do with her. Me the ever peacemaker would rather hope things work out, I mean after all she is my mom, no matter that I happen to be adopted. She's the only family I really have.
So anyways tonight my mom and new *stepdad* came to visit. (They live 8 hours away and in a different state.) Well first off he seems to be a nice fellow, except for he gives me a hug right away. I'm sorry, I'm not very comfortable being hugged by a man I hardly even know. Than through out the night he keeps calling me sweetie and such, I'm telling you, my own father never called me that. He seems to be trying too hard to fit into the family especially since he keeps offering to fix this, and that, and what not. It's appreciated, but I feel if we needed help, we'd ask.
*Boy do I feel better just getting this out* I don't know, It's just so strained having them here, mainly because of past issues, (there is ALOT). My hubby will disappear as soon as they come (which I can't blame him due to how they, that is my mom and dad, had treated him) And I'm not entirely comfortable with this man seemingly trying to take over the role and place of my dad. It's hard, really, really hard. I miss my dad alot, and seeing my mom with another man is difficult. Although I do want her to be happy and since she is still young I most definitely couldn't see her spending almost 30 years by herself. Anyways, my emotional rant is over, now once I cry it out, I'll be fine. Anyways, over and out for now sweatdrop
(Yes I know that was cheesy, but at this point I don't care)
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