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Stop pushing me around like you own me,
I am my own me! Here is who I am!
You try and change me, change my heart,
You simply change is by ripping it apart.
You may not see the pain you cause me,
But it seriosuly hurts like hell,
Only if you were to see the scars,
Then you could truely tell.
I 'm scared to show you How you hurt me,
and how I help my pain,
you would asked me question after question,
It 's so hard for me to explain!
You may not understand why I do it,
It just helps me out inside,
Taking away the pain in my mind,
and Leaving the fears behind.
I 'm scared that if I show you,
you may overreact,
Maybe go crazy on me,
Because you cant deal with the fact.
Maybe I do cut, but it helps me to live again,
Like it gives me my breathe, to take on the day.
you will never understand why or How I could at all,
The true reason is because you make me feel so small!
You always downgrade me and make me wanna scream,
Your always know how to lowering my self-esteem.
you make to the point where I want to give up,
there goes the knife, slit, another cut!
see what you do to me!
why cant you go away!
I 'm sick of your s**t,
I 'm not going to be okay.
so until your gone or you straighten up,
I 'm keeping the knife and still going to cut.
I 'm going to do it so you can see,
all the pain you caused me!
 [.Dieing.Inside.] · Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 10:46pm · 0 Comments |
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