Sitting her crying
Thinking of a day to die
A day to end it all
A day where people will wonder why
Then I looked up at the calender
I saw the perfect day
One that fit my suicide
In every single way
February 11th
The day I first met you
You were perfect
That's all I knew
It was a dance
The lights were low
Everyone's face
Set off a glow
I looked in the corner
I saw someone I hadn't met
As soon as I heard your name
I knew there was a reason you were sent
My little cousin grabbed my arm
Took me over to him
I could hardly see his face
For the room was dim
We went out to the light
I saw him and my heart hopped
I knew he was perfect
And I stopped
He was dressed in black
Just like me
But he still shined
For the first time I was really happy
At that moment
I knew there was something for us two
I knew it was love
And there was something I had to do
My little cousin took me to your house
We knocked on your door
You came outside
And my heart wanted you more
From that day
It was you, my little cousin, and me
We were together all summer
I thought we were meant to be
Secretly I hid my love
But I did come to let you know
Right then
Was when my life lost control
We started to go out
But you cheated and lied
I hated you
But my love I couldn't hide
My tears cry for him
My blood calls his name
My heart yearns for his love
But my soul is sick of the game
All of my memories
Have a piece of you
And I wish
There is something I could do
I'm tired of this
Can't you see
That my love for you
Is a part of me
It only took a year
For you to break my heart
We may still be friends
But you tore my life apart
So now it's almost February 11th
And it's almost a year
And on that day
For you I'll shed my final tear
Once again I'll say I love you
As I cry tonight
You'll never again see this shattered girls face
As I go to the dark from the light
 [.Dieing.Inside.] · Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 11:05pm · 2 Comments |
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