So Right now Im quite fine, but in the month of november, I was riding on a bumpy rolacoster.
This guy named Josh A. was a nice guy and stuff, but he began to develop a crush on me. I though he was weird and stuff, always telling me about his wepons and how he shots himself with them. So when he asked me out, of course I said in a nice way "No". He still tried to win me over some how. Wrong ways like most guys do. Most guys try to win over a girl by giving them candy and flowers and singing and stuff, but Josh A started to threaten by saying he will kill himself or my friends. I tryed to help him change how he was acting, He stared to be slightly better. But one day at lunch he just started to touch me. It didnt matter where, as long as his hand was on me. On my shoulder, my hair, my back, my arm, Where ever. He began to do that more and more each day, So I started to freak out and slap his hand all the time. I know by now I should have told the securtiy. but then he started to hug me agenst my will. Then one day, He came up begind me as if he was going to hug me and clasped my breasts. Of couse I tryed to break free and he wouldnt let me. You could probably classafy this as Rape in some ways, Or molesting. So my only option mas to elbow him in the ribs and slip out of his grasp. It worked. everyone was watching and they didnet like him. We always wanted him to go away and stuff. He always seemed to follow me. Everyday on gaia He sent me a Pm with some sort of *kisses you*, *hugs you* or whatever. I thought he was freaky, so I tryed to ignore him. but he would always ask if I was ok if I didnt answer him. He sent me Pms constantly and It was filling up my inbox and not letting me read other Pms or talk to anyone or even do anything else in Gaia!
But A few days later, It was during the afternoon. I was talking to him through Pms and we got onto the subject of wearwovles. He said he was one. Of course I didnt belive him and thought he was nuts as usuall. But the next day at high school he snaped and began to act like a wild beast, attacking all my friends. His main target was Me. But he didnt want to hurt me Physicaly, So his next target was Josh S. whom I started to develop a crush on. Josh A was jelious and wanted to kill Josh S. I always was told that and I belived it. During lunch he was trying to bite people and hurt them. he began to strangle josh S and Jacob and I flipped out, Basicly summoning Kyuubi's power at the moment and ripped Josh A's arm off of Josh S. I screamed in Josh A's Face to knock his ******** off! And basicly Everyone in second lunch stopped to see what was going on. So he walked off. then I had went to report him. We had to involve the police and everything. I felt totaly abused that whole day and had a breakdown when I got home. It seemes that the only reason he was mad at everyone and did all this is because I wouldent go out with him....
~He was put onto my ignored list here on gaia that day.
Anyways, My older sister has left to the other side of the U.S. for college and I miss her. She was always there to help me with my problems, and she would have helped me with this inncodent. She seemes very homsick from what I've herd and I dont blme her. I miss her so much... emo
