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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
Finally released in a totally unabridged format.


I had recieved a hateful message today. This person had lied to me, possibly to protect someone else. I do not care. I do not appreciate him telling me to go kill myself. I do not appreciate him being a total a*****e to me when he has never spoken with Raymond before, ever.

And I especially don't want to play these stupid little mind games.

IF this person has ever read anything I have written, he would have been how sorry I am for everything. Words can only express a certain amount of my feelings. I have paid for what I have done to Raymond. And yes, I am a horrible person because of it. There's no doubt about it, I am a horrible person. But I am paying for what I have done in more ways than one. Sadly it is not the way I did to Raymond. I would take that pain every mark of it, and put it on myself. I want to feel his pain. Take it away from him so he doesn't feel it anymore. Because I inflicted it.

Yes, that letter did do its job. It hurt me. Congradulations, you hurt me. Does that make you any more of a man? You joined Gaia to specially send me a message, when it would have been much easier to notice my little MSN email and emailed me your slander. I do deserve a lot, but I do not deserve your message. I am not a prissy perfect little angel. I have never said that, or even believed I was anything near the word perfect. I did one of the most hurtful things you could do to someone you love, and to this day I do not understand why I did it. Thats why I'm getting help.

Your lies do not help the situation. I suggest you stay out of it. I had already messaged the other person involved. She has yet to respond or has chosen not to. There is nothing more I can do without looking like I am harassing her.








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Angel387
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commentCommented on: Mon Feb 14, 2005 @ 05:12pm
Show me where they are.... scream You know... you can report it. I mean it the person was harassing you. Look on the front page and at the bottom of it and report it. What that person did was wrong.


commentCommented on: Mon Feb 14, 2005 @ 05:16pm
I know, I was thinking about it. But after thinking with a cool head, I realized that it may cause more harm than good.

This person had no right to send me a message. He was only trying to defend the person he cares about, in turn creating more lies.

In the message is information that I would not like an admin or moderator to see anyway. He knows everything that has gone on, but it seems he is stuck in past monday than in the present. Or he is just trying to ******** with me, which I believe he is doing.

It upsets me that things had to happen this way. If anyone dislikes the other person involved it is because of their own choices. I only said what I knew. And how I felt.

So it will probably do more harm than good if I were to report the message. I don't want to borrow any more trouble.



ShaIIow
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