Want to know something really stupid? Putting up someone's name for a journal entry, and have it so they can't see it.
I'm sick and tired.
I have very little friends. If any.
I lost my best friends. I still have Rybrin, and Eric, and Nina.
I get harrassed by people, and talked about behind my back.
I just want peace.
Its my life. I should be able to do with it as I want.
Hell, I'm suprised I get on here, with how much people hate me because of you. What did I do to you? Not return your calls? I would have called New years, only...I kinda forgot your number. sweatdrop
I forgot Brandens, and I nearly cried. But hell. Like he cares. He doesn't email me back or anything. Why should I go back to a place that has so many feelings of hatred, unlove.
FYI!! I did not seduce your lover. I don't seduce people. I'm not the most earnest, but I don't seduce. Why would I? Personally, I am not attracted to Bryan. If you look at my track record. I have 1. Taylor (Wanna be skater, turn druggy) 2. Josh (Anime freak, who was really short) 3. Daniel (Let's not touch that) 4. Daniel Orr (He looks like Eriol Hirragizawa heart ) 5. Tom Root (He's a cook to be, and is into the Japanese way) 6. Eric (Who I am with now. heart ) and the list goes on.... Like Jacob..Well, I know what I saw, doesn't mean I'm telling you. And there is Mat. Not telling you either.
I'm picky and in my eyes, Bryan isn't even right for you. That's just me thinking though. If its what you want, be happy.
And another thing. I am Not stupid!!!! If I was any smarter though, I would have given up on our friendship a long while back. I still haven't gievn up. I'm just hoping you'll figure it out. I'm going to do what I believe is best for my family and me. If it includes you, we have yet to see.
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Everyone wanted peace, and Kouryu definitely deserved it; her life had been so complicated and definitely difficult, and everything should balance out. And she knew Kouryu was determined enough and strong enough to make it so, as she was just stunning when it came to the pursuit of life!
But the words shifted towards a person she knew nothing of, with all of Kouryu's learning with people listed and how she had faired through life.
Kouryu was definitely not stupid; in fact, she was far from it. Kouryu was clever and bright, and frequently witty, so if anyone was saying otherwise, they were wrong. But...this friendship lost? She hoped that Kouryu could repair it, and the other person at fault would see the error of their ways.
Still, she loved Kouryu very, very much, and liked to see her around. They may be but fourty minutes apart, but she never saw Kouryu except online, and that was where she hoped maybe Kouryu would stay, even if it meant breaking off some old bonds. But she would cheer for Kouryu and give her hope to fly on, and they would take this problem on and win!*))