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You know alot of people have been asking me what my new years resolution is and i havent given them an answer becouse i wasnt sure. This week i really thoahgt about it and this is what i came up with. My new years resolution is to die. Im dead serious i feel like nobody cares about me anymore and it would be better off if i just got out of peoples way. Its like im having to do so much s**t for everyone and they take me for granted. My brother said that nobody likes me and that im useless and i think hes right. Nobody needs me and if they do its just so i can do things for them and not complain.Im getting so sick of it and its hard to get by each day i believe that if i were dead i can leave this miserable place i call my home and go somewhere else. Atleast there i know there is someone who loves me and cares about me and ask him for forgiveness for taking him for granted kow i know how that feels. well this is my new years resolution and hopefully ill come true..so everone can forget me and get on with their lives.