I'm so confused riht now my heart is being torn into by lust and fear. this happens alot to me I gothrough times where I'mwanted my everyone and then soon I am wanted by no one.
The lust is for people I could never have and the person I could never be.
The fear is from the fear of if I make the wrong choice will the people I care about hate me for it?
What is the right choice? To follow my heart blindly and not care what I ma as long as I'm happy or to be cautious and contain my feeeling and strive as hard as I can to be the person I want to be?
Can I be happy either way?
I am guilty of every deadly sin
I lust after many people and the things i want to be.
I'm greedy I want everything and everyone I see but feel inadiquate to keep them.
I'm sloth becuase Iwant so much and do so little to make it happen.
I'm pride because I ma very arrogant and possesive of the people and things I have.
I'm gluteny because once I find a good thing I never let it go.
I'mwrath because my temper is short and I have very jelous ways.
I'm envy because I see what others have and I want those things for myself even though i know i don't deserve them.
