Wow. So I'm messin around with a guy thats been with his girlfriend for a year and now lives with her. It's getting complicated. Like majorly. He keeps saying if he didn't live with her he'd leave her for me but right now I'm not so sure....but like we spent all day monday together and all day today together. This is getting deep, I'm getting too deep and its not good. I'm probably gonen fall in love with him and get burnt. But hen again I'm actually kind of relieved that he has a girlfriend and that I'm not it because then there's no obligation. I could defiently seeing myself as one of those women that gets involved with a married man and not care that he's married. But like me and the guy have kissed several times and everytime it gets my heart racing...sometimes I wish I couldn't feel this lust or passion or anything. I was once like that numb. And I actually enjoyed it but then the guy has to come into my life nad throw me off...totally. I mean damn. I've been dating a guy for a little over a year and I'm engaged to him and all this happens. Now I'm second guessing myself....oh boy...getting in too deep...somebody please save me from myself because I sure as hell can't.
 SeducedBySuicide · Wed Jan 10, 2007 @ 10:07pm · 0 Comments |
