I feel like I need another rant.
So, I've developed a new strategy for the people who seem to really want to think I'm emo. I ignore them, and it's been working well of late. Surprisingly well. Like, that's what people always tell you to do, but nobody ever does it. I guess they're bored now. It's like mocking out a wall.
And, if it's possible, I've got even more emotionless lately. Seriously, I just don't care about a lot of things anymore. I'm neutral and apathetic, but it's probably better than having drastic mood swings every other second. I guess this probably comes from having some really intensely emotional companions, and you can't handle your own emotions when you're constantly dealing with other people's. No, I'm not constantly talking in monotone and felling nothing, but I really do have one emotion. Happy. And that suits me just fine. I couldn't really deal with anymore, seeing as how I'm dealing with everyone else's happy/angry/sad/depressed/anxious/lovesick emotions. Everyone around me has been falling in and out of love lately, too. I just don't have the time or pateicnce for that sort of thing right now. I need to get better grades so I can go to a good college and not live in the same place for the rest of my life. I'm getting the hell out of here, as soon as I graduate. I've been considering opting for early graduation, too. Graduate high school earlier, graduate college earlier, and then do what else for an extra year. I don't know. Get scholarships and then succeed. Sigh.
I've been really ignored lately. Everyone's been bitching at me. It's "Toko, this is wrong" or "That's not right, do it again" or "Do this for me, would you?" or asking me to do something else. And everyone's just been asking too much of me lately. And nobody wants to talk to me anymore ever. I just feel the love. Seriously, guys, if I take all the time to help solve your problems, I'd appreciate you once in a while taking time to help me with s**t. D:<
Even though I don't ever take help from people with anything, at all, ever, you could try harder.
No, I'm not talking to all of you. But there are some of you who have been majorly agrivating me lately. You probably won't know who you are, but I do.
NOW. I'm not depressed/angry or anything. I JUST LIKE MAKING YOU ALL FEEL BAD. D:< Besides, nobody reads this except my oneesama.
I LUFFLES J00, NEECHAN.
And now for the random rants-->
MYHAIRCOLOUR'SFADING
NARUTOFANNEVERUPDATES
IGOTMYPERIODREALLYHEAVY
IWANTICECREAM
I'MNOTEMO
THEGAARAPLUSHIE'SSTILLNORHERE
BECAISEIHAVEPINKHAIRANDTHEEMOTIONALRANGEOFAGUMBALL
ILOVEMYSELF
THENARUTOANIMESUCKS
IHAVETOWAITANOTHERMONTHANDAHALFFORFMA12
IWANTTOMAKEANOTHERCOSPLAY
BUTIMIGHTNOTBEABLETOGOTOANIMENORTH
ILOSTMYSKETCHBOOK
And, finally,
IWISHIHADAWORKINGSCANNER.
Love love,
Edrear
THE a**l ELITIST WHO THINKS SHE'S BETTER THAN YOU!
I'm allowed to say that. I'm a whale biologist. D:<
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