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Huh... 6 and a half months... and only the second kiss. WE'VE BEEN GOING OUT FOR 6 AND A HALF MONTHS AND ONLY 2 KISSES ON THE LIPS. If you ask me, that's the most unsuccessful, yet still successful relationship in the world. Most people, by the 6th month, they'd have kissed 1000 times. Well, anyway, let me get to the story xp . Holly, Logan, Stephanie, Tyler, and I were sitting at Stephanie's house. Logan was playing Steph's gamecube, Stephanie and Tyler were freakin' making-out on the coach, and Holly and I were watching Logan. Holly was sittin' in a chair, and me on the floor. I kept trying to tell Steph, and Tyler to stop making-out, it was grossing me out, and personally... bumming-me out. Well, anyway, Tyler asked Holly and I "Why don't you two kiss?". I couldn't think of anything to say, so I basically did nothing. Holly said "Iduno." So Tyler told Holly "Why don't you kiss him?" So Holly got down off the chair, and sat beside me and kissed me.... again. But, if you ask me, I don't really think the first two meant anything, they were both forced kisses. Neither we actually going to happen if not told to. So, they meant nothin'. I'm such a chicken about our Relationship. I'm embarressed when someone talks about Holly and I. I get all firey inside, like I want to kill them. I hate it! I don't like being shy about my relationship. Most people are proud of there relationship, but, I'm embarressed, and a chicken! I can berely get up the courage to kiss Holly on the cheek, let alone even "Think" about kissing her on the lips! ME A CHICKEN!!!