It's hard to hear those words you dreaded for so long come to reality. I tried so hard to push you out of my heart, but somehow you always ended up back in. This is the last time I will ever see you, your eyes filled with tears and your heart is breaking, so is mine. I cried all the way home. On the way that is when I got the call from you telling me never to come around again. And then he called .... he told me I could never ever see you again. My sister is forever gone .... I want you out of my heart because of what he is doing and what you keep allowing him to do. I called him back to try to talk it out, but he kept telling me never again will I see you because he was the one you picked to be with. I can't believe I told him to die. My heart is in so much pain with that and everything else that is going on in my life. I seem to be losing all my family, soon I won't have anyone anymore. What words can I find to make it better, what more can I do ... Today was horrible ... I feel like crying again but I already cried too much .... Just another scar that I have to bear in my life....
Nezumi 3 · Wed Jan 17, 2007 @ 09:48pm · 0 Comments |