Is it possible to forgive someone that you love that has betrayed you? Is it possible to still love them back, after you feel your heartstrings tug, and you must be with him forever, and always? Can you feel over sad, or just believe that there is something out there that can help you inspite of your dread? Like a knife, razor, or something else blunt..? I feel like that constantly...I feel if part of me has been ripped out, stomped on, then lit on fire...I just need my drugs..