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All i do is Fuc* up
Lately all i've been doing is ******** up i can't even take care of myself anymore, i've almost killed myself like 5 times in 2 weeks cause i thought everyone would want i thought all my friend that i loved and cared or hated me. I'm even loseing the love of my life cause all i seem to do is ******** up all around. What did i do to ******** up so much, im not mean to those who don't deserve it.


A poem
I loved her, and wanted her.
I always thought she was someone elses.
I knew she loved me too.
but i didnt know that the someone who had her,
Was me all along.


Yea yea say it's cheesey i really don't care...





Gaia Name:Zurui_hebi
Name: Tsume Nekozuka
Age: 17
Crush: no one yet
Personality: Tsume is a quiet boy who keeps to himself, but when his friends are in trouble he doesn't back down, often thought of stubborn and heartless though.
Bio: Tsume's an only child, he also grew up with no father. From the time he was 2 tell he was 10 his grandpa and mother raised him. But one night his mother left, and never came back. His grandfather did everything he could for him and Tsume helped out extra so his grandpa wouldn't have to work to hard. 2 weeks after Tsume turned 16 his grandpa died at the age of 83, this was also about the time Beumaki showed up. Tsume and Beumaki are inseparable now, even if they were to die.
Other: he has snake bites(peircings), and his companion is a Persian cat named Beumaki, head of his clan/only living member known.
Appearance: Tsume






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~Twilight - Dreams~
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commentCommented on: Tue Jan 23, 2007 @ 06:13pm
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woah there, taking your own life is NOT an option, everyone messes up, its not worth it. your life is worth so much more than you seem to think. i dont know about your friends, but i dont see how they could hate you, you should remember that, no mater how crappy it feels there is always someone who cares for ya.
and the poem isnt cheesey, its realy good. may i ask who the lucky girl is?


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