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time for a dramatic entry....
I am seriously sick of being used for things to satisfy other's needs.....
Like going somewhere with a family member to a friends' house...or a getogether while being talked about....saying that compared to me..I am better than him because of my grades. I'm sorry but that is complete utter bullshit.
Or being dragged by your parental unit to a place where she thinks is the greatest place in the world. Her bringing me there makes her think she is perfect, even though I am really depressed and hurting inside. She is making herself look good, and trying to gain respect. It makes me sick.
Or someone that treats you like a maid or a butler when her friends come over, and then she says to her friends that my brother is so great becuase he is doing nice things for me. At the same time while she is acting like a complete b***h to me when I even try to say "Hey" to her friends....Can you say slap-a-ho? domokun
Or (almost done 3nodding ) when your other parental unit is soooo obssessed with the house that if you leave a mess (one sock on the floor) he will get annoyed. Then he gets mad...and of course since no one else wants to clean up. I end up doing it.
So that when people come over, he thinks that people will like him more, if the house is clean.... stare
...By the way, you might be wondering...why would you still do nice things for her, and be nice to her....because I just want her friends to know what a b***h that she actually is. smile
Oh, and as for the other one..who really cares if you have good grades. It does NOT mean that you are perfect...or special....or more worthy than others.
In fact it makes you unlikeable...and shallow...and a cold-hearted b*****d. biggrin
The world does not revolve around you.(suprise, I know!)
Does going to church every sunday really make you a better person and more likeable? hell no....especially if your just going to be there as a prop.
Finally, does a clean house really mean the world to you...and working..does it matter more than the rest of the family...and their feelings. Just because you like to do things you're way...does NOT mean that everyone else does. That's really sad now isn't it?
The funny thing is....I'm not pissed off while typing this...or sad.....I am just tired.
I'm so freakin tired..... rolleyes
I'm also disgusted. mad
Very disgusted. evil
I can't wait till school tomorrow.... neutral stare
Not asking for sympathy...but I just wanna know....does someone agree with me
and is someone going to be on my side? (for once)
--------Peace out, gami-cya cool