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On March 22,2005 I'll be 666 years old, and I'm sure you all know that 666 are the numbers of the devil. It has been prophacized that on my 666th birthday I will be summoned to hell to face my father. It is said that we are to face off in a Life or death match where only on survivor willcome on alive. Which means I must win at all costs!!! If I win and defeat my father it has been said that I will gain his Demonic Pitch Fork. Only with his Demonic Pitch Fork can I unlock my true demonic nature and allow my hidden horns to grow to their full lenght. Before the final blow is struck to my father its been said he will give me his blessing allowing me to claim the throne after the next decendant to the throne dies. If u may notice I dont have any horns now and that is because my feelings have been clouded with other emotions are making it hard for them to sprout. I have talked with my older brother Kurai_Kami and he has agreed to take me to train so that I can return to the way I was before I came in contact with mortals. Once my father has been slained my brother Kurai_Kami shall recieve the throne and I shall be promoted to Prince of the underworld. Once I beat my father and gain his demonic pitchfork it has been for told that under the lights of a full moon with his pitchfork in hand and my demonic pendant held close My horns shall emerge from my head at full lenght, my true demonic potential shal be unlocked and I will once again strike fear into the heart of mortals. However if I lose to my father not only will I die and be brought back as a living undead, but I'll be banned from hell and disowned from my family. But as to if the whole fight wasnt enough, I have a family of my own, a beautiful wife Melirune, and a adorable son Tairu and Rin aka Lady Saiyuki who Im sworn to protect cause I'm her Guardian Angel. Ok so anyway most people who know me know that Im a nice guy and for me to be part devil this is unexceptable but with all these event coming up once my horns sprout I'll become a evil blood thirsty demon killer like I was so many years ago. With the Love I've recieved from my Wife and Son my angelic aura ahad grown stronger and over powered my demonic aura which is y I must go through with this fight. So anyway I'm guessing u people are like big deal if u lose all ur losing is a chance at the throne, to unlock ur full demonic potential, ur dads pitch fork and ull be a nice guy o and ull be a living undead ...not so bad right sweatdrop Wrong if I lose this fight I lose all of my powers amking me no longer a fallen angel not even a mortal but much worst I'll cease to exist and I dont want to lose my family. So u see I need to get my horns and unlock my demonic potential but at what cost am I sacraficing Im afraid if I unlock my true demonic potential I may do something to hurt my wife and son seeing as to how I'll most likely return to thinking that mortals are insignificant pawns created for my amusement and that their lives are worthless but I'll become hated by everyone who I know for right now likes me. So Heres the big question.... What should I do????...SHould I just forget about the fight and try to make my family happy for as long as I live till my powers wear out and I cease to exist...or Should I fight and se if all the predictions come true?...But also I forgot what about Rin...how will this affect the way I protect her will I even still be her guardian angel or will I have that mentality to kill any man who comes into her pressence....and heres the biggest question.....How do I explain this to my wife cause even though she has the power to heal Im afraid this is something that can not be averted it must happen one way or the other.
Lucifer aka Fallen Angel