I think its weird how much I depend on my squishy kitty. just talking to him for 2 minutes can make me smaile even if I've been crying all day. I never want him to be sad or pset about anything because when hes pset then I get pset because I want him to be happy. I luv him and only want the best for him. I don't know but no matter what I'll always be thankful and unworthy of his love. His affection and his attention are blessngs to me because I need them espieacally now more than ever everything seems to be going wrong and he is theonly person I feel I can trust. The only thing thatseems real anymore.....
well no matter what he says I know that I will always be a nuisance to him and that he is most likely embarresed by my ugliness but I'm glad aht if thats true he at lwast pretends to love me and be able to stand me...so um.....THANK YOU SQUISHY KITTY...Matt...Pyro..whatever you want to be called....
I luv you so much that I had to go out and find all these pretty icons for you....
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But on the other hand...
He also has the power to make me very sad and upset I know that he never intends to use taht power but I eel like he does sometimes because I am so sensitive and I do get offended so easily. oh well hes my immature, 13 year old, cherub looking, adorable, sweet, generous, caring, wonderful, protective, love ^^ heart and I'm very happy when I'm talking to him. No one else can make me feel this loed or this hated,,,,well i don't feel hated now but...he has that power...
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