This was found when I was going through a stack of papers that had been pulled from other books... Such I long time, I forgot that I wrote it....
Time has landed me here. A large space that would be ideal for the life of the past, a life I miss. The rooms would have been great for the family that we built. We were all close, watched each others backs, and acted like siblings.
I wonder if the place would have actually be ours had everyone stuck together. Time faded the bonds when the Fates pulled tightly. Like the dust filled halls, empty with time, my soul echoes the same and the whispers of the past fill my mind. The core of my life is empty and I'm stranded in the point of not knowing how to get that part back.
A part of me wishes for that life that was always joked about, the daughter that calls out from past lives and waiting for the chance of reincarnation yet again. All those times I laughed and brushed it off... would I have been happy giving into it instead of fighting it? Through that fear aside and trusted everything to it? Now, of all, I wish I said yes. I wish I'd have stayed.
When I was forced to leave, apart of myself, a majority of myself, was ripped from me. Does the one that part of me stayed with realize its been there entire time and feels the echoes that aren't seperated by space?
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