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So, a lot of things have been happeing lately... things I didn't realize until now I have to speak honestly and fully to explain... I never figured Ed and I wouldn't work out... It's odd but at least now I know. I hope we can still be friends... Well, I really want to stay at Johnson and if I get kicked out I think I'll die. Today I've been kind of xp I don't really understand myself I was a little pissed earlier about well lemme explain: Ari and Dotti were fighting when Ari, Amanda, and I made plans to go to the mall... then all of a sudden last night the made up and Ari just invite her w/out even considering it might be ackward for me... I get tired of Ari and Amanda leaving me for Dotti. Then when we got to school they ran out to Colton's car to see Dotti and Colton and when the come back I get my stuff and walk inside and their like "Whats wrong?" Like they can walk out and leave me and then I just suppose to wait there for tham like a little puppy... Just pissed me off... I don't even know if I'm going tomorrow if they want their damn Dotti time than please don't let me get in the way... I know it was probably unintitional (sp?) butit still ******** hurt they just forget about me so w/e I just walk off and then the wonder where I went... I'm not going to hang around just to be ignored.
Mary