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i feel like a blob. with no emotion, just this tub of nothing that exists for that one sole purpose: existing. i don't feel like seeing anyone and i feel weird. i hate it. and i wonder why i feel this way. *sigh* now i sound like some overdramtic person who's going to kill themself or something. no offense to anyone. if i offended someone, please excuse my misbehavior. i'm apologizing now. well...at least i know i have some good friends here on gaia. without them...i wonder...hm...w/e. these are just blob thoughts after all. i bet that by tomorrow, i'll wonder why i even posted this. and note: i'm not a ditz. so yeah...