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Secret Summer Life
I can't sit here and watch you love her... When I know my body aches for you just as much.I'mafraid of our security, because I know we're going to jump ahead. Although I'd love to continue our secret life, I can't bare to watch her say the things I know, I can bare to watch her repeat the words i've said to you as well.. I wonder if you tuch her the same... If you hold her like you held me, if you can look into her eyes and she can't hold your gaze because its so intense. I can think of nothing but our life to be, the reasons that you and me are meant... Its like its only something I can see. I am free to share, I just want your affection, your love I want to be able to tell you freely that I love you. To call you my babyboi whenever I want. Because you are mine as I am yours... We promised eachother...That we would never part, and now in our hearts we are locked together through eternity... Though we've tried niether of us can part from eachother. When we see eachother theres a sudden flutter and we're already having doubts about our other partner. Something in us is meant to be, and through all the promises we break I can see it in your eyes that you love me. I know you feel it too, and I wont let it go... Until I feel your lips against mine and I know its true. I know when its over, my heart will give in, and maybe we will feel better, but to many broken promises lay unsettled in my stomach and I cannot let this go. I need to feel my hand in yours, my body fit perfectly into your arms as I fall asleep, I want to hear you laugh and be able to see the smile in your eyes, I want to be able to look into your eyes and watch them change shades of green like I did that one summers eve. I'm not crazy and I'm not obsessed. I'm inlove.
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